Dear diary. I’m writing to you because you are annoying and it’s late and I’m not sleeping. Breathing is hard sometimes but opening a window helps. So we went on a boat the other day. Kids reactions were mixed. The youngest said it was boring. Well we weren’t sailing. The middle child said it was closturphobic and the oldest felt sick. Truth be known it was all 3 things to me too. I don’t feel the energy about it that I used too now. but I still like watching videos of others sailing. Have I missed the window of opportunity? Or is it still to come but perhaps I will be able to look at the whole thing without the rose tinted glasses,if I was wearing any?The rabbits are steadily being whittled down and the bonsai are finding new homes. Now I have the car to sell so I can put some money into getting the truck legal again. Then finally we may get some idea about what to do with the land since it still hasent sold. At least it feels like we are heading to something even if I don’t know what that is yet.
